Vein

I'm a lost runner.

My only hope is to win.
This isn't because of any reason
but my poor poor inertia.

You know what？
Right now I cannot feel anything even myself.
I really think I don't deserve such masses
of disappointment in my life.
I deserve better?

Why can those guys always get everything and always win and why can't I?
I live so much harder than all of you.And that should be me.